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As if a blanket had been draped over my body, I feel warmth as you interlock your fingers around my body. As if I was a vault and you were the only one who knew the combination--the numbers which unlock and open my heart which invites you in. There's a special place for you, one which I will always hold. No one can ever enter that place or ever overthrow the intense feelings it contains. And until the end of time, that special place for you will remain..untouched, but always full of love...no matter what. James..there are only so many words to express my feelings for you, but none of them can ever completely explain how I feel. This page will remain up for as long as possible. That way, you can always visit it and know that I love you, no matter where I am... You are the best boyfriend I have ever had... You always bring a smile to my face, whether I am happy, sad or angry.. I don't know how you do it hon. You have so much patience..even when I'm being ridiculous, you still stand by and just let me vent whatever it is I'm thinking...even though it may be silly... If "perfect" was actually possible, our relationship would be in the same vicinity as it. We've been together for almost six months now, and I wouldn't replace them for anything. I am so happy with you...we are so great together. I love you so much. After my last relationship (a failed long distance attempt), I didn't think it would be possible for us to stay together...but I guess I was wrong... So very wrong.. There is nothing or no one I could ever want more than you. You supply my every want and need... I can't ask for anything more from you. There is never a day that I don't think of you... I really, really wish that you could come back to Maryland..really bad. It just sucks to know that our relationship is pretty much long distance all year long. It would be so much better if we would at least be physically together through the school year... But, I know that there are things you need to work out on your own...and my wishes aren't really possibilities right now...so I must wait and see what destiny, fate, whatever brings me. Whenever I look at other people's relationships, I don't know how they can stay in them... They just don't compare to ours..at all. You are so special..one-of-a-kind...if I must say so. I am so glad that drunk Dan came into my room that night..who knows where we would be if that didn't happen. I have never been so happy... Well, you know how I get whenever Sandi calls, hangs out w/you, etc. etc. It's not that I have anything against her at all... It's just that it sucks because she lives by you...a little bit of jealousy I guess... I trust you so much...I would never think that you would cheat on me with her or anyone else. Trust has not always been one of my strengths in the past, but I have no reason not to trust you. You have never lied to me, etc. (that I know of anyways..ha ha). Our love is something really special... Something that doesn't come around to often... I know you told me that you were coming on Labor Day... Well, for all I know, the plans have already changed..but I sure hope that we can keep them... I wish anyways.. Geez, I have so many wishes..and most of them have something to do with you... I wish I could see you at Christmas, Thanksgiving..New Year's, our 1 yr. anniversary (?), Valentine's Day...damn it...it just sucks...just writing all this stuff down brings tears to my eyes... And yeah, sweetie, just like you say, "We potentially have the rest of our lives..." | |||||||||||||||||||||||
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I wish you could hold me right now... I wish you could kiss me right now... I wish so many, many other things...but I miss the little things.. I just wish I could see you...to hug you... I wish things could be like last year...only better, if that is even possible... I WISH YOU WERE HERE!!!! | |||||||||||||||||||||||
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